I am not a fish.

went to a short clubbing session with habi and his ocs mates..

as usual.. nobody can ever guess my age correctly..

one asked habi: eh 你在哪里钓到她的 arh?

dunno habi is under alcohol influence.. or is ego 作祟..

he replied very 激动-ly: 你看你! 你看我! 我们不一样hor!

lol...


当然不一样...habi 可以看.. hahaha!

Tall, dark and handsome.

从小，在耳濡目染之下认为另一半要长得英俊潇洒风度翩翩才得以称上是如意郎君。

长大后看清世界, 现在大人说的话都半信半疑的去看待。

告诉哈彼我家老母没理由的哲理。。
他伤心地答道: 可我是 short, fair and cute :(

这家伙...怎叫我不爱!?

hmmm, guess i'm losing the interests to write smth here alr.

Doubt anyone reads either, prolly left weng.

haha.

been a good 4 months of ______ for habi and me.

Been thru alot of nonsense..

last night he called me before we slept..

and we were talking.. htht kind..

then i suddenly cried..

i said: habi u must be careful ok when u go overseas

habi replied: don't worry i very clever one

I said: but if ppl armed and u unarmed leh?

habi: baby I'm trained for this kind of thing

I said: no but baby if ppl all armed.. and got many many leh?

habi: baby.. I won't get myself into that situation. i very street smart one..

Sob.

Such a clever habi.. still can't make me worry less.

180 degrees only?

Life has been interesting.. and intriguing for me.

Let's talk about the tan family.
We moved to a new place! Yay!!!
Pretty pleased with it now despite the initial anger over my rents trying to move to central of toa payoh. Haha. Oh yea.. I shifted from good ol' toa payoh north to toa payoh central. Its actually about 15min walking distance away hahaha.

Changes are..
I used to tell ppl I stay at tpy but no.. I don't alight at tpy mrt station. I am a braddell kid ;)

And now.. I am kind of stuck in btwn braddell station.. tpy station.. and Caldecott station..

Okay. Circle for work. Yay..


And then there also have been some movements within my work place. Someone left. Someone came and left. Someone gonna come next week. And 2 have not come for 2 days. Hope office gonna be more fun after these movement..


Friends have been okay.
Kept on touch with my poopy bff. We still play the kind of games that only we will play. Oh yea.. since 8 years back. Hahaha..

Plymouth ppl are busy chionging the careers I suppose. It's difficult because we.. in this line.. require so much commitment and dedication to our jobs.. and that's what that's attractive..

Took half day leave so that I could attend the maritimeone scholarship because onn got the scholarship.. hope that I could be there but smf couldn't put me into guest list so I became a helper!!!

What a day! This onn thing owes me a lot. Lol..


Last but not least.. my habi..
It's not been an easy journey for us..
Considering our first 接触 was about one year back..
Things have changed.
And shit has happened..
I regret making him upset all the time. Where all on his mind was just to let me be in love.. happy.. and properly taken care.

Things are getting more complicated now.
I teared secretly.. and I know it's not easy for him either.. life's hard because ppl make it hard for u. If u had the choice to decide and work on wad sort of life u want.. and without the hindrance of others.. things would be much easier.



Nah. actually it's been a 360 degrees change.

More than perfection.

It's 2.20am now.

Over the weekend, a stupid occasion happened.
It was stupid enough that I walked away.
And by walking away, it added further onto the stupidity.

It took me almost half a day to wake up from all my nonsense.
Went back to the arms that never wanted me to leave..

I cried.

Why the hell did I choose to walk away over again and again.

I underestimated his love for me.
It's so amazing, so unbelievable.

As I scrolled down the facebook newsfeed everytime or when I look at tweets...
Many posts often talk about accepting the imperfection of that ONE and bla bla bla.

I no longer believe such posts, for I have found the one.
There is no reason that I should ever give up on us, absolutely no.

He is so much better than just being the perfect one.
So much better that I don't know what I did to even deserve his love and devotion to me.

I guess I didn't love him enough.
I trust he did love me more that I did, and he still does more than I do.

This is fucking crazy.

To be in love with him has always let me attain a higher level each time we leap forward.
I never thought love would be like this.
It's just beyond words.

I fall in love with him all over again almost everytime I see him.

He is someone whom I never thought would exist.
And even if he existed, he would just be the prince in the fairytale which I seriously don't give a fuck about because he is a made-up character haha.

But now we're together..
No we did not swear to god or whatsoever.

Because by just knowing that each other's decision to walk the rest of our lives together,
is enough.



I've never followed my heart so blindly before.
And I gave my everything to him, in faith.

stones

while I was looking for boats in the america region, I faced the trouble of the global business without an unification of measuring units.

At first glance, I couldn't make out how big the vessel is by looking at the loa and i can't even know how powerful the boat is because the ships are measure in feet and bollard pull in lbs.

So I need to get onto the online converter and wah, I saw "Stone"

I only first come across "stone" as a measuring unit when I know British people.
They measure their weight by stones...
Which is about 6.3kg..

Oh yea, and I remember myself standing on a weighing machine which tells me how many stones I weigh!

Hahahaha. Exciting stuff for me..

1 year old in MD!

Yesterday was my 1-year anniversary in my company.

And it's also the 4-year anniversary for my manager.

Then the new admin girl gonna join in Mid-Aug.

August is our recruiting month! LOL.

Anyone still looking for job? My company is still hiring...
I guess it'll be fun to have me as a colleague.
So come apply.
It's gonna be fun, and loads to learn.

And also loads of drilling from bosses and you will grow up almost instantly when you first join. You'd probably want to bang wall and give everything up because the stress comes along with company's profits.

Nevertheless, I've grown :)

I figured out the problem I encountered when I first joined.
And I have a clearer picture of what's good and what's not when I compare my company to others.

I think my company has a nice office too.

Didn't realise until guests come and always exclaimed: Oh you have a very nice office!

And it's further proven when I visit other offices. LOL.

Shrugs.

Pros and cons we say.

Let's see what comes into my way!

Meanwhile, I will enjoy my stay here.
Continue to climb the stairs to 4th storey everyday (my daily mini exercise that started last week)
Continue to be physically nearer to my habi everyday during work and get to see him everyday by default after work.

rme3 tonight!
getting back in action..