More than perfection.

It's 2.20am now.

Over the weekend, a stupid occasion happened.
It was stupid enough that I walked away.
And by walking away, it added further onto the stupidity.

It took me almost half a day to wake up from all my nonsense.
Went back to the arms that never wanted me to leave..

I cried.

Why the hell did I choose to walk away over again and again.

I underestimated his love for me.
It's so amazing, so unbelievable.

As I scrolled down the facebook newsfeed everytime or when I look at tweets...
Many posts often talk about accepting the imperfection of that ONE and bla bla bla.

I no longer believe such posts, for I have found the one.
There is no reason that I should ever give up on us, absolutely no.

He is so much better than just being the perfect one.
So much better that I don't know what I did to even deserve his love and devotion to me.

I guess I didn't love him enough.
I trust he did love me more that I did, and he still does more than I do.

This is fucking crazy.

To be in love with him has always let me attain a higher level each time we leap forward.
I never thought love would be like this.
It's just beyond words.

I fall in love with him all over again almost everytime I see him.

He is someone whom I never thought would exist.
And even if he existed, he would just be the prince in the fairytale which I seriously don't give a fuck about because he is a made-up character haha.

But now we're together..
No we did not swear to god or whatsoever.

Because by just knowing that each other's decision to walk the rest of our lives together,
is enough.



I've never followed my heart so blindly before.
And I gave my everything to him, in faith.