When love becomes a taboo.

I have made a decision, which changed my life.

Thinking back, and comparing the similar phase that I'm going through now..

I am puzzled with my decision too.

I don't know what have changed.

"Same same but different" seems to be the closest phrase I can relate with.

As I told someone yesterday, my heart cannot decide what or how to feel.

It contradicts tooooo much, that I can't rely on my feelings.

I let my feelings flow through my mind, and always get hurt in the end.

Now, I don't know if I prefer the old me or what.

It's so difficult :(

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Portsmouth in 6 days :)