By chance or by choice?

so leslie is flying to thailand now.

and that potential employer called me up.

WHY CONTACT ME WHEN LESLIE IS NOT HERE!!!

I will be so weak.. trying to make my own decisions.. might end up being selfish to leslie.. then do silly things.. like change job.

AIYO.

It's not helping when ALL MY MARITIME FRIENDS SAY GO AHEAD!!!

Hmmmmmm.