Just bad.

Suffering from severe love sick.
Hahahaha omg I'm so weak :(

It's like only the 2nd day and I am getting so affected by his absence.
Feeling very lost because everyday at work I'd just look forward to meeting him during lunch or after work.

But right now, it just sucks when I know I can't see him today, tomorrow, and the day after.
That's so sad for me.

I am so emo now. (hahaha wtf can't believe I typed this)

Whatsapp him in the morning tell him how much I miss him and my severe love sick.
And that I'm worrying for myself now cos we both know that his new job will bring us even further for longer duration.

OH WHY.

Why did I not be selfish and stop him from changing job?

Yea la, I am a woman who supports her partner's career.
And I think his profession is cool, so there's totally no reason for me to object.

He was much far-sighted.
He was thinking so hard if he should change job or not.. for one reason.

ME!

He knows the new job will require him to travel up to 50% of his time.
WHICH SUCKS.

But I was so confident that 50% is "okay and tolerable larh", considering my experiences.


Wah I feel like slapping myself for feeling okay back then and to think that it's gonna be tolerable BECAUSE NOW I FINALLY KNOW IT IS NOT. NOT AT ALL.

%$#@!%$#@!

But I still stand by a point which I think it's valid :D

I WILL MISS HIM ALOT ALOT ALOT and only look forward to his return.YAY!

Told him about this, and he replied: So must go away more often

-.-


Just hope today work will go on smoothly for him.

emo :(